Parallel

I HAVE A NEW JOURNAL... Yes i know its been like FOREVER since i have updated but I HAVE A NEW ONE. NEw and ImProved.I HAVE A NEW JOURNAL... Yes i know its been like FOREVER since i have updated but I HAVE A NEW ONE.

NEw and ImProved. Like pimp my journal... not really. that was awkward. ok so here it is Like pimp my journal... not really. that was awkward. ok so here it is http://www.livejournal.com/users/lyrical_ardor/ yessss. peace out.

who knows who even reads my journal anymore ahhaha but whateverrr.

like little girls, we screamed and jumped up and down.
i love this feeling.
but this is more than just a feeling.
ahhhh.... everything is so much better
even though i have loads of homeowrk, my parents are
being mean and i feel sick, he makes it all better

im so happy. but will it last?
i hope so.

wow what a day.

i wish you could have seen the snow.

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

"but you know, my life, once something good comes into it, someone rips it away from me.
But thats life right, it just isnt fair."

amazing. last week was amazing.
life is so unfair.

this is so cool.
i am in a different state.
and i am updating.
sweet.

long plane ride.
good snacks though. beautiful sunset from the air.
it was magnificent.

well i think i have to go. talk to you all later.

oh yah wait. my new icon. hahha. its barbie and ken. dont they look so happy. too bad they are plastic and they cant move. my parents got this card for their anniversary, the inside of it is hillarious. hah. i love barbies

O WOW. what an amazing day!!!! AH!

i just cannot even describe the incredibly good day im having. i wish natalie was here to share it with me though. you know what, i just have to talk about her for a second. even when all you other people abandon me and what ever imature stupid things that you do, she always sticks up for me and compforts me. i cant even tell you how much her friendship means to me. we had a hard time last week agreeing and i felt really bad for kind of ditching our plans at the last second. but you know what she did not even compain, shes so cool. same goes for mary, wow. she never lets me down. shes always there for me too. im so glad i have people to share my life with. o yah thinking about people, sara k. is like the coolest girl ever. ur so cute. ahhahah today in pe. that was funny. im in a thankful mood, so while im at it, sophia, i am so proud of you. even though people say dumb crap, that does not even make sense about you, you stay true to yourself. i know this year has been hard for the both of us, but dont worry- things can only go up. sophia, you bring light to my day. you are crazy. i cant wait for atf. and i cant wait to see phil hahahaha. wow good times. and jessa. and brooke. and makinzie. and ellyn, im so glad i know you all. you have no idea. I love my friends. i need to have a huge birthday party. definitely. oh yah, speaking of birthdays mine is in 28 days. AHHHHH!!!! sPEAKING OF DAYS, TOMORROW!!! I AM GOING TO THE D.V.C!! HAHAHHA yEs...

"rachel, i bet you have the deer valley club number on speed dial." o man good times.

I cant wait. carolyn. ahh i miss them so much. rob. niko. andrea. my second family. o yah, carolyn is in my family duh.

o no. i think i have fallen again.... its a good kinda of fall though. dont worry, i think i will be caught.

 

i dont really have a social life anymore,
but hey i made a lot of dollars in ONE weekend!
yesssss... babysitting. im thinking of being a nanny
when i get older... hah no.

i dont know what to buy with it all, it will go
twords my camera. not really sure though

 

( hello november... goodbye november )

do you ever feel really lucky?
like you dont deserve anything,
even though people tell you that you have earned it?
do you ever wonder why
you even get up in the morning?
i look at those blaring red numbers
and i think, what does 4 more minutes of sleep mean?
will ten minutes lying helplessly in bed give me any
more energy?

i need more time
just to sit,
and to talk with people i love.

i need more time

i dont want to check it.
i dont want to know.
i want everything to be as it was.

time goes so fast.
but yet so slow.
the minutes fly by.
myself i try to ocupy.
but my thoughts keeping coming back
to you.

i dont want to check it.
i dont want to read it
but i do.